Of Illnesses, Confusion and Boredom

sigh.. I'm sick again.. got a bloody sore throat and the sniffles.... sigh.. I hate getting sick... this is so not the time for it.. I have another match on the 20th and this is an important one that I cant afford to miss... life is getting more n more complicated these days.. but then again when was it ever not.. today I met this childhood friend.. well actually still a friend... a neighbour friend one might call him.. an year back he joined the SL Navy and I'm seeing him after a very long time.. OMG he s around 6 feet tall.. and he was really chubby but now :O :O :O he s soooo thin men... he was like O and now he s I... man.. that was a shocker I could barely recognize him... but he s doing good.. even though basic training is really gruelling he s doing good... haiyo I hate being broke. its SUCKS!! I wish I could go out tonight.. sigh... Im soo freakin bored at home with nothing to do.. sigh... no one to talk to as well... sigh.. guess I really am not that much of an introvert lol... Heads messed up again.. still getting weird dreams... sigh.. 2008 why the drama??? ARRRGGHH * mind explodes....

So This Christmas!

hmm... what have I been upto the past year.. let me recall....

* blacked out for the first time on the 1st of jan.. brilliant way to start the new year init..

* went on cool ass trip to unnawatuna with a friend and his pallies, ended having a brilliant time there.

* lost friends and made a whole load of new ones.

* lost a bestfriend.. got her back.. lost her again.. got her back.. and the cycle continues..

* drank a hell of alot this year... became a fully fledged alcoholic.. no im not proud of tht...

* got my heartbroken

* broke other peoples hearts as well

* forgave a few old friends for what they did to me last year..

* witnessed more people from my class get married and one of them even had a kid... which scares the beegeezez out of me.

* stumbled upon kottu

* started my own blog

* got into a very sticky and complicated situation

* did things I never imagined I'd ever do

* gained a hell of a lot of weight.. which i cant seem to get rid of now =(

* went to a uni party where for the first time ever I dint dance at... cos i was blacked out on the couch lol..

* witnessed the best ever concert Lanka has ever hosted..


hmmm... cant think up of anything else... sigh.. still recovering from yesterday lol hehehehe...

BORED OUT OF MA MIND!!!! sure wish I 'd ve gone out tonight sigh....

We Won!! We Won!!

Heheheeh.. Wooo Hooo!! we kicked them ACHE bums asses... even in the rain... oh man what a match... 33-5 bloody good score ne... I was actually nervous because I was playing in a position I've never played before.. outside center.. I'm usually a wing three-quarter... but it was no fuss.. hehehehe.. only problem was I dint get to tackle one guy even.. was a bit sad about that.. went in for a lot of hits but no tackles :( hehehe... but one thing our guys lacked was a bit of discipline and well fitness was low even for me... by the time the second half started I was already gone.. but I was shifted down to full back position and the new guys were brought in to the attack.. hehehe from there on.. ice thama lol... they had even got a trophy done the crystal trophy!! pissu sanda mole... dint expect that.... after the match.. we headed for the usual post-match dinner/booze session.. ended up going to Salaka and eating dinner and drinking old arrack... even got the refs there hehehe... after a few drinks the refs were like.. if any of you guys want to become referee's just tell us and we ll do something hehehe..... overall it was a brilliant day....

On a more serious note... why is it that when it comes to women I get into a cycle of either hurting them or them hurting me... sigh.. I want to break this freaking cycle... I want to have a healthy relationship sigh.. I think I'm gonna go MIA from the dating world for sometime... get my head cleared out.. spend some quality alone time with myself.. scary as that sounds.. Right well its back to practices on Monday got the SLIIT match coming up on the 20th.. thats the important one.. gonna beat those arses to a pulp this year!!

Things I Want

I want.....

To win today's match

To stop recycling

To have him out of your life because I don't think we can be anything if he's still in your life including friends.

To stop being a mess

To have a purpose in life

To be a good son to my parents

To finish my degree with honours

To stop having messed up , freaky dreams
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oh bugger!!.. wrong day to be thinking of this shit... sigh...

Can't Think Up of a Heading Right Now... :S

something a friend of mine texted to me awhile back......

"God determines who walks into you life, you determine who walks out"

interesting..

Kings Of Leon - On Call (live at Later...)

She said call me now baby, and I'd come a running.
She said call me now baby, and I'd come a running.
If you'd call me now, baby I'd come a running.

I'm on call, to be there.
One and all, to be there.
And When I fall, to pieces.
Lord you know, I'll be there waiting.

To be there.
To be there.

I'm on call, to be there.
One and all, to be there.
And When I fall, to pieces.
Lord you know, I'll be there waiting.

I'm gon' brawl, so be there.
One for all, I'll be there.
And when they fall, to pieces.
Lord you know, I'll be there laughing.

I'd come a running.
I'd come a running.
I'd come a running.

To be there.
To be there.

I'm on call, to be there.
I'm on call, to be there.
I'm on call, to be there.
I'm on call, to be there.
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Another great song by the Kings of Leon...
I just can't seem to get enough of them men.. keep listening to this one, use somebody, the bucket and sex on fire over n over again... sigh...

Battered & Bruised

So as most of you would've realized by now I play rugby... die hard fan and love playing the game.. it does get brutal at times but I still love it... I read or heard from somewhere " Football is a gentleman's game played by thugs, whilst Rugby is a thug's game played my gentlemen" interesting statement init hehe.... anyways we have matches coming up so we've been having practices these days... got one on Thursday against ACHE - American College of Higher Education and then another most probably on the 19th against SLIIT. gonna be a good season but hectic with uni lectures n shit.... coming back to the topic today was hard.. had to practice in the rain and the grounds being wet and all... by the time we were done.. we were all covered in mud n muck lol... and on top of that we did tackling as well..

Now I love tackling.. theres no greater feeling than tackling someone and making sure its a nice solid tackle hehehe.. but today with the rain and the soggy conditions oh man its hurt.... I think I bruised a few muscles and have alot of scrapings.. you try tackling someone twice your size and you'll know what being hit by a locomotive feels like... not pretty sight... buggers shoulder rammed against my nose.. then later on I got tackled from the side... I think the bugger knocked against my calf muscle.. hurts like a bitch now although I dint feel anything at the time then... did manage to get in some good tackles as well... over all had a great practice... thursday's match should be an interesting encounter... can't wait to play that match =D...

Reason for this post = "I'm hurting right now.. but its a good hurt I guess.. keeps the emotional demons at bay :)"