Come Back to Me

sigh.......fuck i miss you.... :( :( come back to me please..... i still love you no matter what.... sigh...

Filter!! boy, Filter!!!

sigh.... crap... i always tend to say things without thinking about the consequences sigh...... wow what a day... my girlfriend breaks up with me and jets off to france... i win 2 free tickets for tnl onstage and i had to go to uni... arrggh!!! and the worst thing is... im on air.. the entire country is listening to me on the Big Show and the RJ asks me so FINrod how u been? and i go... not good.. my girlfriend just broke up with me... FUUUUUCK!! why the hell did i have to say tht?? next thing i know even an ex flame txts me and even an ex friend.... FUCK wonder who else heard me on air.... this is baaaaaaad... i need to go find a place to bury myself in....ARRRRGGGHHH!!! 

Appreciation

so it comes down to this... i dont appreciate people hmm.... you know what?? maybe it is true.. i mean this is the 2nd person to have loved me and told me that i dont appreciate them.... so who knows maybe it is true... maybe i really dont appreciate people...

Behold I am Mr. Bubble Burster.... 

Waiting.....

Once you calm down and think things through then contact me untill then ill be waiting for you... ive let someone i loved be taken away from me before theres noway in HELL im gonna let u be taken from me either... i love you.. and i always will... u kno where to find me...

You Dont Give on the Person you love especially if she says that she loves you too....

Confused, Perplexed, Mind Boggling

what just happened?? :S :S :S :S why did you get angry with me?? just because i didn't want you or me to see other people?? :S :S what the hell's going on? sure i know we may not be together together yet but i thought that we were together :S oh god even that's confusing.... and i didn't even get angry :S :S i was just thoroughly confused becos if u loved me then why in the world would u want me or you to see other people :S :S...... whats going on here??? :S :S :S :S

oh fuck!!! :S

Back to Uni

So today i just decided to come back to uni and hang out with my friends again... b4 the hecticness of my final year starts.. it was fun.. we laughed.. made fun of ppl.... laughed some more... ate alot...

you always tend to have a great time when in the company of some really good people... but even with all that deep down i knew i was missing her... i kept wishing she was here with me instead in stupid ol malaysia.. i wanted for her to experience the fun that i was having...

sigh....... i miss her...