Somethings Amiss

Ever feel like something's wrong
something's amiss and just not right
Your world is about to fall apart
and leave you out there alone and cold

The people you once could count on
are nowhere to be found anymore
They've abandoned you and run away
and left you to die here

You sit here contemplating on whats wrong
while the world rushes past you
Leaving a trail of destruction in its wake
and sorrow at each and every turn

You ask yourself why do we go on
Is it worth waking up every morning
to this shit hole of a society
where the innocent are harmed everyday

Why am I filled with this sense of negativity
and hostility towards the world
What did it ever do for me to feel this way
oh yeah I remember it ruined my life!



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Our Time is Running Out

You and I.. We have been through a lot...
Yet we always come back to each other...
We may not have been destined to be lovers...
But friends we are and we shall remain..

There will soon be a time...
when this union will be broken..
and we each will tread on different paths of life..
we have both foreseen and accepted this eventuality..

Yet until that time arrives..
together we shall be...
even though we may not be there physically...
emotionally and mentally our hearts will be aligned..

Just as the Ides of March is upon us...
some would say that it is an omen of misfortune..
yet I say Nay! it is but a day of great joy...
For it was this very day that the world was made brighter...

Twenty Two years ago the world was blessed with a child..
of imminent importance and greatness...
Someone with a great heart who loves unconditionally..
and empathizes unto great extent...

Although her life was not how it should have been...
yet she forges on day by day striving for the answers to her questions...
and even though there will come a day when you and I will not be in each others lives...
I say let that day come.. but for now.. I am happy to be-friend someone like you...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! - You know who you are friend...


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Friendship or Was It

You came, made an impression
You really made me happy to have a friend like you
You helped me realize that I needed to let go of certain things then
You left me to myself

Thank you for being there for me when I needed someone
A friend like you I'll never forget even though
You will be dearly missed

I guess people will always leave you
Sometimes things don't go the way you think it does
Always thought that friendships were meant to last
but somehow my minds been changed on that one

Maybe I didn't deserve to have someone like you in my life
Maybe this is the worlds way of getting me to pay for my sins
Maybe...

All I know is.. I miss my friend and wish things were different..
Wish things would go back to the way it was..
I don't have many friends that I can trust anymore...
So now it makes me wonder if we were even really friends?



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Nausea

Splitting Heads and excruciating aches
the nauseating taste at the bottom of your throat
a body so weak it can hardly carry itself
a fever so high it radiates the air surrounding it

a hunger that is everlasting but cannot be satisfied
due to the unavoidability of keeping sustenance down
of aching joints that creek with ever move
and sore muscles that throw spasms of pain

Insomnia that conquers the mind
and never let these awful thoughts lie
Wounds that refuse to heal and
festers and infects your very own soul

Comfort is something I seek
for I cannot go on like this anymore
A culmination of pain, nausea and soreness
that overwhelms my very being

Excuse me while I go throw up now
for this wave of excessive nausea has overcome me
Maybe the fever will subside then..
Or maybe it will finally release me from my insistent suffering.


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