The Chronicles of the Boobie Mug

Well yesterday when i came back home from driving lessons i found out that my favorite blue mug had been demolished by my father.. accidentally.. apparently he had tried to take his mug from this little mug rack kinda thingy which holds all our mugs and then the entire thing had toppled over smashing all but 2 of the mugs.. the one he was holding and my mum's mug.. which left me with no mug.. sniff sniff.. so i had to end up using this mug... this was given to me by a old office colleague when i was working there. she went to Malaysia on holiday and brought each of us guys at office a mug lyk this. ive been keeping this safely in its box but now i get to use it.. plus i have the perfect excuse as well..
MUAHAHAHAHA i know.. pure genius init

DON'T PANIC

Did you hear that!! Booming in the distance...
well according to http://www.adaderana.lk/

"Fire at Kelanitissa

Kealanitissa power station was supposed to have been hit by bombs dropped by an LTT light air craft and there is a fire as a result confirm defense sources"

"Firing in Colombo a precautionary measure

Sri Lanka Defense forces fired at suspected LTTE light air in Colombo as a precautionary measure short while ago."

"LTTE alight air crafts drops two bombs

LTTE light air craft drops two bombs to Taladdi area in Mannar says Militery spokesman"

To everyone out there i hope you are safe!!! love you all

DREAM THEATER - Forsaken

awesome song... was just introduced to this by Mackie.. thanks bro.. freaky vid as well..

A Very Shitty End to a Very Good Night...

Sigh.. those fucking fucktards!!! how could they allow something like that to happen sigh... Taj Samudra SUCKS!!! worst service EVER!! sigh.. im definitely not going to park there ever again... fucking fucktards.... sigh... i went for Onstage again today.. thanks to a friend of mine.. hehe bugger calls me up yesterday and says dude have an extrs ticket for tomorrow wanna come? but please bring the transport. i was like awesome free ticket lets roll.. came there had an awesome times.. the music was tripping.. it was Soloist night, but the house band called "Black" was exceptional!! they were brilliant.. the talent was good too.. really enjoyed myself.. oh ran into Ms. X-bestfriend again.. errmm.. it was a little bit less weirder this time than the last.. i think im finally getting ok with this.. i mean we did start chatting again.. but i dont think we'll ever go back to what we were... she looked nice.. was wearing this cute little orange dress... anyways... moving on.. so well the show ended.. and we were on our way out.. my friend and i.. came near my bike to find my helmet missing!!! GONE!! VANISHED!! KAPUT!! ARRRGGHHH WTF!!! we spoke to the guards and they were like sir you should look after your own belongings we are not responsible. WTF!! and you what brilliant there was a tuk tuk next to my bike and it was ransacked as well.. apparently there's this gang that comes and steals all these stuff, but the guards can't do anything about it. bloody fucktards!! the whole lot of them!!

and to make matters more brilliant someone had stolen a PRADO out of the car park!! hahaha can you imagine that! a PRADO!! a SUV daaaaammmnnn... thats just bizarre imagine the guards telling the owner sorry sir we are not responsible... ARSEHOLES!!!!! so i had no choice, my friend and i had to come home on the bike with one helmet... i wore that and thank god the arseholes hadn't taken my rain coat.. my friend wore that. imagine going through the streets of Colombo at 12.30 am... going past army and police check points all the way home... man i was scarred shitless... and worst yet now i have to tell my parents tomorrow why theres a helmet missing...sigh... such a brilliant night.. came to such a pathetic end.. arrrgghh.. CURSE THE BASTARDS WHO STOLE MY HELMET!! and CURSE THE GUARDS OF TAJ SAMUDRA and last but not the least CURSE TAJ SAMUDRA!!!! FUcktarDs the LOT of them!! hmph!

Who are we kidding?

life is complicated... life is weird... life tends to fuck you a lot... I've made many mistakes in life... but one thing I've staunchly believed was all people have some good in them.. nobody is purely evil... there must have been something that had happened to make them that way... my faith has always been in people rather than in life.. but i could be speaking bullshit here... i just didn't know anything anymore.. don't know what to believe? what to do? I feel like what i felt last year.... maybe its the weather..maybe its what has happened during the past few weeks... but i sense depression in the air... i am a void... empty... lost.. last year i almost took my life.. it was bad.. pathetic... and if it wasn't for certain close friends who knows what would have happened... i thought id never go down that road again.. told myself that i wudnt... but i dont know...

don't you ever want to just crawl into a tiny space and die.. escape from this world... run away.. start a new... erase your past...... i just don't have the faith or hope to go on anymore... what is the purpose of all this suffering? why are we here? what are we supposed to do? why do we have to suffer?

oh fuck it i just don't care anymore..... FUCK YOU ! and FUCK OFF !

Mood Phrases

here are a couple of phrases that state my current mind set right now.....

* hanging by a thread...

* testing my patience...

* trying to stay calm...

* falling into a never ending pit hole...

* feeling really depressed...

* loneliness has returned...

* feeling abandoned...

* feeling brain dead...

* needing a drink really really bad...

sigh........ the rest i just cant put into words....

For You I'd Wait, 'till Kingdom Come!!

This is going out to the person who called me Gay for listening to Coldplay, incidently they happen to be my favorite band.. just love there stuff... so this one's for u Sabrina... If listening to Coldplay makes me gay then so be it!! :P

Til Kingdom Come

Steal my heart and hold my tongue
I feel my time
My time has come
Let me in
Unlock the door
I never felt this way before

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummer begins to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know which way I’ve come

Hold my head inside your hands
I need someone who understands
I need someone, someone who hears
For you I’ve waited all these years

For you I’d wait 'til kingdom come
Until my day, my day is done
And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

In your tears and in your blood
In your fire and in your flood
I hear you laugh, I heard you sing
I wouldn’t change a single thing
And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummers begin to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know what I’ve become

For you I’d wait 'til kingdom come
Until my days, my days are done
And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me