Good Bye, Adeu, Adios, Selamat

Come Sunday this blog and its contents will cease to exist.. along with any other cyber trace of me. This includes my Facebook account and any other social networking account I have.. my email addresses and all other postings I have online.

I have decided to totally eradicate any type of cyber existence of myself. I will also be uninstalling all chat applications on my machine and will have only one e mail address open for academic purposes.

I will be totally distancing myself from the world wide web and only will be using it when I have to during academic purposes..

From Sunday onwards FINroD will cease to exist and so will I.. Thank you for enduring me all this time and I wish you all well..

Good Bye..

Too Many Shit, Too Little Time

Lots of crap happening these days, plus I just don't feel like writing anymore... :S

Thinking of closing this blog down, Life is just "BLAH"!

Good or Bad

Thursday - Open mic night with the blogger pals

Friday - Birthday BBQ at Baby's house...

Saturday - Dinner at F's place and then had a bottle of white rum with F and Copywriter Pal slept at 5 am

Sunday - Spent the day at this get together for the participants of that Malay club event, went for another event in the night and spent some time with F and Copywriter Pal and a few other friends at Coffee Stop

Somethings Amiss

Ever feel like something's wrong
something's amiss and just not right
Your world is about to fall apart
and leave you out there alone and cold

The people you once could count on
are nowhere to be found anymore
They've abandoned you and run away
and left you to die here

You sit here contemplating on whats wrong
while the world rushes past you
Leaving a trail of destruction in its wake
and sorrow at each and every turn

You ask yourself why do we go on
Is it worth waking up every morning
to this shit hole of a society
where the innocent are harmed everyday

Why am I filled with this sense of negativity
and hostility towards the world
What did it ever do for me to feel this way
oh yeah I remember it ruined my life!



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Something I Want to do Right Now!

"Stick a tube down my throat and pump all the phlegm withheld in my lungs!"

* has an extreme coughing fit *

SYTYCD - Bleeding Love

One word to sum it all up...... A-WESOME!!!!

BloggerNality (Blog Personality)

So M.o.M and I were having this conversation about bloggers and what it would be to really meet some of the people in real life.. and well some are still anonymous where as others we know.. cos of meet ups and open mic nights etc..

Which got me thinking I mean its funny how you draw up this persona of a person just by what they write and when u meet them for real it kinda all takes you by surprise.. I've met a couple of bloggers and well some were kinda ok i.e. lived up to the reputation hehe.. others were weird and a few others disappointing.. hehe.. I used to think Whacky was this fat dude with glasses who's was working in an IT company or something like that hehe... but in reality he s the opposite lol..

Then a couple of months back I met another blogger who was supposedly thought to be extremely H.O.T and well was kinda disappointed to be honest.. I mean hey don't get me wrong the looks don't really count, they could be an awesome person but just I meant you know attractiveness vise.. hehe..

I can say for a fact that Makuluwo is her schizophrenic self even in real life so there's no change there hehe... then you get people like Sabby who are actually very very mellow and sheepish in reality.. but crazy nuts on their blog... Jerry as always is an egocentric.. annoying but good hearted bugger just as his blog portrays...

I guess what I'm trying to get at here is that we really shouldn't give too much thought to the blogs and the personalities of the bloggers as in real life they could be totally the opposite..

Our Time is Running Out

You and I.. We have been through a lot...
Yet we always come back to each other...
We may not have been destined to be lovers...
But friends we are and we shall remain..

There will soon be a time...
when this union will be broken..
and we each will tread on different paths of life..
we have both foreseen and accepted this eventuality..

Yet until that time arrives..
together we shall be...
even though we may not be there physically...
emotionally and mentally our hearts will be aligned..

Just as the Ides of March is upon us...
some would say that it is an omen of misfortune..
yet I say Nay! it is but a day of great joy...
For it was this very day that the world was made brighter...

Twenty Two years ago the world was blessed with a child..
of imminent importance and greatness...
Someone with a great heart who loves unconditionally..
and empathizes unto great extent...

Although her life was not how it should have been...
yet she forges on day by day striving for the answers to her questions...
and even though there will come a day when you and I will not be in each others lives...
I say let that day come.. but for now.. I am happy to be-friend someone like you...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! - You know who you are friend...


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Go Crazy With Your Friends Day

That was literally how my Friday went... It was absolutely Insane but Marvelous!! I woke up lazily as usual dreading the day because I had a 3 and a half hour lecture in the morning.. 8.30 to 12... so got dressed and came to uni to a very pleasant surprise hehe My lecturer took only 1 and a half hour for the lecture.. He said that since its the first week he'll do only 1 and a half hours... So the rest of the day I was basically free.. =D..

Ran into Celestial Dream as well... she was on her way for the Roy-Tho Big Match... honestly women going for big match :S dont really get that... anyways... Then I was wondering what to do when I met a friend of mine from Uni.. she was waiting for couple of her friends to finish lectures and we had time to spare so we thought of going to Odel for a bit.. and maybe get a bite or something... So off we went walking to Odel, spent sometime there just chilling and drank some Passion Fruit juice hehe.. then came back to uni.. and off we went again to Arpico with some other friends for a bite to eat... There I ran into some old colleagues from my old office... was fun to see them after a very long time.. was talking with them for awhile... and then I ran into some of my uni friends who've left uni as well..

As I was leaving Arpico with N ( friend I went to Odel with ) I get a call from M.o.M and the poor darling was depressed because she was all alone at work and wanted to know if I'd like to go to Odel for Donuts... hehehe.. How could I say no? so I agreed to meet her there after I went for friday prayers... Dropped N her friends off at uni then went for prayers and went back to Odel and I was waiting for M.o.M to come... then to my amazement I ran into F and a couple of our friends there at Odel.. Apparently the Twins (obviously sisters :P F's pals) were migrating to Canada so they were on their way to Excel World to just hang out... M.o.M comes along with a pal from work and we got donuts and boy was it cute to see her chomp away on the donut hahaha.. she had a Chocolate Suprise and she kept saying "This is sooo GOOD" hahaha... It was like watching a kid devour their way through some really yummy candy hehehe.... then we went to excel world to meet up with F and his friends... spent some time there and then M.o.M had to leave so we walked all the way back to her office.. got to see the place as well... cool stuff... and then I headed back to meet up with F and the gang...

Went bowling and played pool and it was in dieing moments when happy hour was about to finish we decided to go to keg hehehe.. thank god there was still time left.. order some pitchers and we sat down to drink... had an awesome time with the entire lot... basically the entire day was awesome.. and I haven't had one of those in a very long time.... thoroughly enjoyed myself... got wet coming back home on the bike... and my calves were hurting like anything from all that walking.. but it was totally worth it.. So basically I just kept running into a whole bunch of friends through out the day... =D

HOLY MOLEY!! I'm on TV

Man that's just crazy stuff... I came home today and was happily watching Stardust on HBO when F calls me up and says switch on your tele to Channel Eye your on TV... I was like WHAATT!! remember that Malay club anniversary thingy that I danced for well they showed it on national television today.. OMG I watched the whole thing it was HILARIOUS! seeing yourself on TV like that feels so surreal... I couldn't help feeling so embarrassed.. the mistakes I did were visible.. the mistakes the others did were visible.. They showed the entire event.. sigh... FREEAAAKKAAYY!!!

The Weird Dream Saga Continues...

What is it with me and weird dreams... I'm plagued by them.. It's like every time I close my eyes and fall asleep I'm bombarded by them... the day before I had by far one of the most weirdest, creepiest, craziest dreams I've ever had... Its so crazy and embarrassing I really cant even talk about it here.. lets just say it was one of "those" dreams...

And last night.. I dreamt of ex-bestie again.. and and.. wait for it.. HER MOM!! :O I know!!! damn man.. weird shit.. It wasn't as bad as the dream I had before but I don't know.. I mean why am I bombarded by these dreams? What exactly is my subconscious trying to tell me... =S Its all so damn confusing...

P.S - hehehe... well to be honest her mom is a hottie.. hehehe.. and I always used to tease ex-bestie about it... I remember we used to sing stacy mom by fountains of wayne but substitute stacy for ex-besties name.. lol.. good times.. feels a million years ago now though.. sad how things change.. =(

Friendship or Was It

You came, made an impression
You really made me happy to have a friend like you
You helped me realize that I needed to let go of certain things then
You left me to myself

Thank you for being there for me when I needed someone
A friend like you I'll never forget even though
You will be dearly missed

I guess people will always leave you
Sometimes things don't go the way you think it does
Always thought that friendships were meant to last
but somehow my minds been changed on that one

Maybe I didn't deserve to have someone like you in my life
Maybe this is the worlds way of getting me to pay for my sins
Maybe...

All I know is.. I miss my friend and wish things were different..
Wish things would go back to the way it was..
I don't have many friends that I can trust anymore...
So now it makes me wonder if we were even really friends?



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Current Mental Status

For some reason I just feel thoroughly Depressed.. Alone.. and Depressed... sigh.... =S

COST CUTTING

Just got this really cool e mail from a friend about cost cutting. This goes out to all you smokers out there in bloggerland.. =D



LOL HAHAHAHAhahahaah

Tank My Tank Baby!

So riding back home a couple of hours back after rugby training which was brutal today.. FITNESS FITNESS FITNESS... any who was passing through peliyagoda and all of a sudden an army convoy comes alone... and what did it consist of? Two fricking battle tanks on two container trucks.. They must've been transporting them up North. OMG way cool!! got to get glimpse of them up close and personal... Weird thoughts then started popping into my head though then.. Kept imagining a missile all of a sudden stricking the tank like in those movies.. and we get thrown off our vehicles and its raining fire and shrapnel.. hehehe.. freaky shit... anyways then my exit came and I said a silent prayer for our boys operating those tanks.. and took my turn off and came back home..

Open Mic Nights, Arrack Tea & Driving Trials

So last night I all of a sudden got into a mood and well decided to go for Indi's Open Mic Night... Makulowo was online so convinced her to tag along as well.. Turned out to be awesome... met a few known faces like Deane and Celestial Dream... Then finally met the Whackster who tried to put a spin on me but failed twice like the Hindenburg came a burning to the ground.. lol I think I'll let him explain it all to you guys...

The whole open mic thing was really cool.. people just coming up reading stuff of their blogs... and poems and one person even singing a song about sanitary pads or periods while strumming away on his guitar.. hahaha.. funny shit.. Then there were the refreshments which was Gal-The or Arrack Tea lol.. was itching to try but since I came by bike dint want to be caught drinking and driving, plus I had my driving trials as well the next day so dint drink any of that..

I think the feature of the night was Indi's Colombo you are cowards.. that was a real eye opener and it really hit home for me... Overall I give it 2 thumbs up.. although there were a few times maku caught me spacing out hehehe.. especially during the poems... lol.. never was my thing..

And Today so I went for my driving trial.. OMG easy as pie.. can't believe I was worried about it.. I nailed the reverse and the road test went smoothly as well.. So now I am a fully licensed individual.. BUAHAHAHA BEWARE PEDESTRIANS!!! dont worry I wont go Grand Theft Auto on you.. :P hahaha....

P.S. maybe next time I shud go on up as well.. cud sing a few tunes.. or something ... hehe... If I pluck up the courage that is..

To Go or Not to Go

Hmm.. that is the question init... Was thinking of going for indi's open mic night tonight... but I have my driving trial tomorrow... hmmm.... oh screw it men.. I'll go who knows it should be fun..

What Happens When,

Two really important beings from your past collide?


They become really great friends.....


GULP!

Lions and Tigers ( Who's Really the King of the Jungle?)

I remember watching this on Young Asia Television a long time back... Just thought I'd post it up for everyone to see.. I really like the lyrics of this song.. most of it has some really deep profound meaning behind it...

Nausea

Splitting Heads and excruciating aches
the nauseating taste at the bottom of your throat
a body so weak it can hardly carry itself
a fever so high it radiates the air surrounding it

a hunger that is everlasting but cannot be satisfied
due to the unavoidability of keeping sustenance down
of aching joints that creek with ever move
and sore muscles that throw spasms of pain

Insomnia that conquers the mind
and never let these awful thoughts lie
Wounds that refuse to heal and
festers and infects your very own soul

Comfort is something I seek
for I cannot go on like this anymore
A culmination of pain, nausea and soreness
that overwhelms my very being

Excuse me while I go throw up now
for this wave of excessive nausea has overcome me
Maybe the fever will subside then..
Or maybe it will finally release me from my insistent suffering.


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Club Rugb 7's, Birthday Lunches and Bloggers Going M.I.A

So this past weekend was pure exhaustion.... Had the club rugby 7s on Saturday and Sunday.. which was extremely tiring... won 1 out of the 3 matches played.. well the opponents we lost to were Police and Army.. no shame in loosing to them hehe... then Sunday I had to rush over to nawala after the final match for a friends birthday lunch.. Had a really great time there.. good food, good company..

But now I'm suffering from the weekend in the hot sun.. sigh.. my knees are killing me.. plus I have fever and a very upset stomach.. oh and I'm sunburnt as well sigh.. In other news.. is it just me or is Kottu becoming more and more boring.. I dont know.. just find it really boring and lots of bloggers are going missing... :S wonder whats up there... hmm....