Destiny has deserted me
Into the unknown I have been thrust
Memories of the past yet haunt me
My future cannot be foreseen
Conflicting thoughts battle within me
Each trying to overcome the other
How do I suppress these emotions
They keep dragging me into the depths of despair
My head says walk away
But my heart says to stay
Where does my Happiness lie
Will I ever find what I'm looking for
I have lost my identity
The person I am is a mystery
Misery is my company
and loathsome is what I have become..
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
What The Dawn Brings
Last night was bit of an eye opener for me.. many truths were revealed to me about last year and I am thankful to that person but I still haven't processed it all.. I don't know what to make out of it.. I feel like people are pulling away from me and I from them. Maybe this was what I wanted, maybe this is just them being busy... Someone told me that I have the tendency to get attached to people and that necessarily isn't a good thing..
I woke up in the morning to a text from a friend I've gotten close to recently, after replying to her I don't know I just got this sense of dread and feeling of sadness.. Maybe it was my knees which are killing me right now.. ( bruised them during practices last night ) or the fact that I feel like something's gonna go wrong.. you know sometimes you have a feeling like somethings not right.. like your entire world is about to fall apart..
Was chatting with a friend last night and she told me that she was almost raped when she was 15 I was so shocked and angry because this was one of my classmates and well she was bit of a nutter but still she is a good person. I cant even imagine what she would've gone through... I sometimes wonder why this world has to be so cruel? I really hope the asshole gets what he rightfully deserves the prick!
I wonder what life has in store for me, this from a person who dreads thinking about the future.. I really don't know why I am here even.. I'm not a very intelligent person, I'm not a jock.. I'm just average and a floater.. I've lasted so far out of pure luck and help... I hate the inside of my brain right now.. so many conflicting thoughts... love/hate/friendship/concern/depression...
Why can't I be just happy? sigh.....
I woke up in the morning to a text from a friend I've gotten close to recently, after replying to her I don't know I just got this sense of dread and feeling of sadness.. Maybe it was my knees which are killing me right now.. ( bruised them during practices last night ) or the fact that I feel like something's gonna go wrong.. you know sometimes you have a feeling like somethings not right.. like your entire world is about to fall apart..
Was chatting with a friend last night and she told me that she was almost raped when she was 15 I was so shocked and angry because this was one of my classmates and well she was bit of a nutter but still she is a good person. I cant even imagine what she would've gone through... I sometimes wonder why this world has to be so cruel? I really hope the asshole gets what he rightfully deserves the prick!
I wonder what life has in store for me, this from a person who dreads thinking about the future.. I really don't know why I am here even.. I'm not a very intelligent person, I'm not a jock.. I'm just average and a floater.. I've lasted so far out of pure luck and help... I hate the inside of my brain right now.. so many conflicting thoughts... love/hate/friendship/concern/depression...
Why can't I be just happy? sigh.....
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Holy Crap! The Club Rugby Sevens are here...
So this weekend dawns the Club Rugby 7s at CR & FC... and I will be playing with the OWSC boys... a bit nervous about it.. I mean I've played for the Mercantila 7's before but Club 7s is like a totally different thing ne... with the likes of SL's top clubs like Kandy, CR & FC, CH & FC, Havelocks, Police, Army, Navy and all those other clubs playing... I guess I can take comfort in the fact that we are in the B Division so we wont have to face the big guns.. but still... I guess its just pre-competition jitters... should be an interesting weekend though.. looking forward to it =D
FYI = CLUB RUGBY 7's
Venue = CR & FC
Date = Saturday & Sunday 28th Feb and 1st March
FYI = CLUB RUGBY 7's
Venue = CR & FC
Date = Saturday & Sunday 28th Feb and 1st March
I Saw Her Standing There - The Crappy Version
So as promised.. here's my pathetic attempt at a bit of guitar play and singing...
P.S -- the bloody thing took so fricking long to upload also... sheeesh... talk about ANNOYING!!
P.S -- the bloody thing took so fricking long to upload also... sheeesh... talk about ANNOYING!!
HAIYO
AIYO....
SIN MEN.....
ANEY PAUW....
Just made things worse...
Feeling so guilty also...
Hope it'll work out in the end..
Was just trying to help....
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*the stone Midas touch strikes again...
SIN MEN.....
ANEY PAUW....
Just made things worse...
Feeling so guilty also...
Hope it'll work out in the end..
Was just trying to help....
__________________________________________________________
*the stone Midas touch strikes again...
Monday, February 23, 2009
The Most AWESOMEST Gift Ever!!
So as you all can see from this. I'm like totally into the bracelet/wristband thingys.. and well some of you might know that M.o.M and I share this weird relation.. we are like cousins/aunt-nephew/best pals god knows what to call it.. and well she recently went to Malaysia and came back... and well I was kinda bugging her to bring something back for me and this was the result of it... It's soooo cool I so love it!!!
THANKS M.o.M... YOUR THE BEST!! LOVE U LOADZ
THANKS M.o.M... YOUR THE BEST!! LOVE U LOADZ
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Virginia Dreams
I remember the White Wedding dress you were wearing..
The marshland with the lone road that I passed on my way home yesterday..
Stopping halfway.. amazed at the sight of you...
The way you whispered my name and the way you embraced me in your warm embrace..
I remember it being the dead of night.. and the stars shining brightly..
The way we just talked and talked about life and each other...
I remember the touch of your palm on my face.. the taste of your skin and lips..
Wrapping my arms around you.. and kissing you lightly on your forehead..
The car hood we were sleeping on whilst gazing upon the starry sky..
You snuggled up against my body... spreading your body warmth through my body..
Me thinking why in the world are you wearing a wedding dress..
Then just putting it all aside thinking this is so right...
I remember asking you to go back to my place..
The vehicle that I put you in heading towards home...
Following my feet all the way home...
Seeing you standing there by the door thinking this cant be real... and then I woke up...
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I don't know what to make of this.. just remembered the dream so I wrote it up.. :S
O ye wilde demons..
When will ye stop haunting and taunting me?
The marshland with the lone road that I passed on my way home yesterday..
Stopping halfway.. amazed at the sight of you...
The way you whispered my name and the way you embraced me in your warm embrace..
I remember it being the dead of night.. and the stars shining brightly..
The way we just talked and talked about life and each other...
I remember the touch of your palm on my face.. the taste of your skin and lips..
Wrapping my arms around you.. and kissing you lightly on your forehead..
The car hood we were sleeping on whilst gazing upon the starry sky..
You snuggled up against my body... spreading your body warmth through my body..
Me thinking why in the world are you wearing a wedding dress..
Then just putting it all aside thinking this is so right...
I remember asking you to go back to my place..
The vehicle that I put you in heading towards home...
Following my feet all the way home...
Seeing you standing there by the door thinking this cant be real... and then I woke up...
______________________________________________________________
I don't know what to make of this.. just remembered the dream so I wrote it up.. :S
O ye wilde demons..
When will ye stop haunting and taunting me?
Memories of 2008 - Beach House to Die For
Sometimes I wonder
Do we deserve the happiness we have in in our lives?
Man as a being have depleted most of the earths natural resources and will keep doing so until she has nothing to offer us.. It kind of reminds you of the part in the first Matrix movie when Morpheous is captured by Agent Smith. Agent Smith starts this rants on how humans are similar to viruses... all they do is destroy.. I mean if you think about it.. its kind of true.. we are fast running into a deeper and deeper hole of environmental despair... be it the polar ice caps melting.. the hole in the ozone layer or the strange horrendous storms that keep popping up all over the earth.. We will all have to answer for the part we have taken in creating these destructive forces..
On a totally unrelated thing.. funny thing happened today.. I went for driving lessons and halfway through the instructor got thirsty and we ended up stopping for a plain tea & patties.. lol hehe was having a chat with the old bugger and as usual we ended up talking about the current state of the country.. and came to an agreement.. theres no "We" concept thinking.. thats the main problem.. everybody's selfish and thinks only about themselves.. "I" concept.. This thought process must stop and we must adopt a "We" concept... funny how 2 totally random people can have a decent conversation and come to the same conclusion..
Man as a being have depleted most of the earths natural resources and will keep doing so until she has nothing to offer us.. It kind of reminds you of the part in the first Matrix movie when Morpheous is captured by Agent Smith. Agent Smith starts this rants on how humans are similar to viruses... all they do is destroy.. I mean if you think about it.. its kind of true.. we are fast running into a deeper and deeper hole of environmental despair... be it the polar ice caps melting.. the hole in the ozone layer or the strange horrendous storms that keep popping up all over the earth.. We will all have to answer for the part we have taken in creating these destructive forces..
On a totally unrelated thing.. funny thing happened today.. I went for driving lessons and halfway through the instructor got thirsty and we ended up stopping for a plain tea & patties.. lol hehe was having a chat with the old bugger and as usual we ended up talking about the current state of the country.. and came to an agreement.. theres no "We" concept thinking.. thats the main problem.. everybody's selfish and thinks only about themselves.. "I" concept.. This thought process must stop and we must adopt a "We" concept... funny how 2 totally random people can have a decent conversation and come to the same conclusion..
Teamwork
OMFG this is sooo HILARIOUS... I just burst out laughing watching this.... hahahahaha.. LMAO
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
In other news
Well I finished listening to Chinese Democracy... it was nice... the solo's were awesome.. dint like some of the songs though.. but over all I give the album a 7/10...
Now I'm onto Velvet Revolver =D downloaded their entire discography.... so been listening to their stuff.. very very niiiiice...
Oh something I've been pondering on.. errmm.. I was just wondering.. how come.. people who say are truly happy in relationships and are happy to be with their respective others.. complain about being lonely and not being loved enough... :s I don't get it men.. I mean if you say your happy and thankful to be with that person then why complain? anyways.. just a thought...
Now I'm onto Velvet Revolver =D downloaded their entire discography.... so been listening to their stuff.. very very niiiiice...
Oh something I've been pondering on.. errmm.. I was just wondering.. how come.. people who say are truly happy in relationships and are happy to be with their respective others.. complain about being lonely and not being loved enough... :s I don't get it men.. I mean if you say your happy and thankful to be with that person then why complain? anyways.. just a thought...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Currently Listening To....
Guns N Roses - Chinese Democracy.. not bad at all... the solo's are frickin amazing...
Not in a very blogging mood these days.. every time I try to write up a post, half way through I loose interest... :S
oh in other news.. been really busy these days practicing and running around for the Malay club's 25th anniversary talent show/ entertainment night... its this Saturday @ Bishop's Auditorium... will be glad when its over... then F is letting me borrow his guitar :D gonna try to record some songs.... will post them up as soon as I can...
Not in a very blogging mood these days.. every time I try to write up a post, half way through I loose interest... :S
oh in other news.. been really busy these days practicing and running around for the Malay club's 25th anniversary talent show/ entertainment night... its this Saturday @ Bishop's Auditorium... will be glad when its over... then F is letting me borrow his guitar :D gonna try to record some songs.... will post them up as soon as I can...
Monday, February 16, 2009
Weekend of Exhaustion....
oh god.. had such a long tiring weekend.. I'm still reeling in exhaustion.. missed the bachelor meet up also.. sigh... Friday to Monday non stop... and its going to be the same for the whole week and the next weekend to come.. I'm so tired now I cant even write up a post on what I did during the weekend even...
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Another Weird Dream
It happened again... I had another weird dream.. but this time it was different... or rather the people involved were not people I've dreamed of before... I wont go into the details because well it's kind of embarrassing but it was very weird for me to have that dream..it involved two people who I thought I'd never dream about.. The first is a really good friend who've I've gotten really close to recently and she was the last person I spoke to before I crashed on the bed in exhaustion after yesterday... and the second was someone who really really hates me for what she assumes that I did to ex-bestie.... Weird how two totally random people pop into your dreams... hmm....
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Robbing a Bank!
That's exactly the way I feel right now.. I absolutely Hate being broke men.. sigh.. ever since this year started I've been living pay check to pay check.. or rather in this case.. pocket money to pocket money....hehehe... I don't go out as often as I did before.. I don't socialize as much as I did before... all work and no play makes FINroD a very dull man...
I wish I was working again men.. at least back then I had the money to do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted... I've tried budgeting and trying to make ends meet and all but it never seems to work.. its not like I spend all my money on cigarettes and alcohol.. I don't smoke.. but well lets just say with the amount I'm getting nobody could survive... Its really hard when your like invited to all these things but have to keep turning them down because you just cant even afford the travel expenses....
And the worst part is well... I really can't bug my parents for money cos well they are both retired and well they are kind of tight themselves as well.. so I feel really guilty... It's just really depressing to not be able to go out like I used to... jobs are out of the question unless its a 1 time gig or something... becos well.. working while doing the final year of ur degree is NOT a valid option... so I'm like stuck between a rock and a hard place... financially...
Man I wish there was a quick way to make some money.. Like I remember a couple of years back.. me and a friend got paid 3k for being ushers at this event at water's edge.. that was cool.. to bad there aren't any gigs like that anymore... Everybody keep's saying only a couple of more months dude.. then u ll be done and then u ll get a job.. errmm.. hello?? have u seen the current job market right now?? nobody's hiring... I have friends who graduated LAST year and even they are still out of work.. sheeeesh.. anyways.. just wondering when this stupid financial crisis I'm having will get over... as I said earlier.. being broke SUCKS!
I wish I was working again men.. at least back then I had the money to do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted... I've tried budgeting and trying to make ends meet and all but it never seems to work.. its not like I spend all my money on cigarettes and alcohol.. I don't smoke.. but well lets just say with the amount I'm getting nobody could survive... Its really hard when your like invited to all these things but have to keep turning them down because you just cant even afford the travel expenses....
And the worst part is well... I really can't bug my parents for money cos well they are both retired and well they are kind of tight themselves as well.. so I feel really guilty... It's just really depressing to not be able to go out like I used to... jobs are out of the question unless its a 1 time gig or something... becos well.. working while doing the final year of ur degree is NOT a valid option... so I'm like stuck between a rock and a hard place... financially...
Man I wish there was a quick way to make some money.. Like I remember a couple of years back.. me and a friend got paid 3k for being ushers at this event at water's edge.. that was cool.. to bad there aren't any gigs like that anymore... Everybody keep's saying only a couple of more months dude.. then u ll be done and then u ll get a job.. errmm.. hello?? have u seen the current job market right now?? nobody's hiring... I have friends who graduated LAST year and even they are still out of work.. sheeeesh.. anyways.. just wondering when this stupid financial crisis I'm having will get over... as I said earlier.. being broke SUCKS!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Long Weekend of Craziness
So I had a really interesting weekend... topped off Friday on which I had an exam by heading over to The Keg with two friends for a pint of beer... had a laugh there.. it was nice to blow off some steam after exam week.. Saturday saw me doing absolutely nothing.. just chilled away at home.. watched The Big Bang Theory season 1 and a couple of other movies... Sunday I went to watch a friends band who was taking part in my Malay Club's talent competition... it was fun hanging out with the gang.. they weren't half bad even although they could've done better.. They played a mix of.. Sweet Child of Mine and Times Like these..
Heres DeTour in action lol..
After the auditions were over we headed over to a friends house and had lunch there and hung out there the rest of the day.... while I was at the auditions I got pulled in to dance for the main show.. so had to go for dancing practices the next day... oh man spent the entire day practicing... bloody hell it was tiring... came back home in the evening.. showered and I was online and then went to bed at around 12.30 am.... i hadn't even slept half an hour and then we get a call from loku amma saying that my grand dad was really ill.. so we all went there at 1.30 in the morning and was really worried because he's quite old... like 94.. so in the morning we took him to Apollo and admitted him.. he's still not better... so a little worried there.. :-( ...
So after my parents and aunt & uncle took my grand dad to the hospital I came back home on Tuesday morning... sleep deprived and all.. slept for a few hours.. then was up and as really really hungry.... but there was nothing to eat also so was wondering what to do... I switch on the tele and on travel & living they are showing a episode of america's best burger joints.. I was like NOOOOOoooooo!!... then a friend called and I was talking to her.. and was telling her how much I was craving a burger and she was like come lets go out for lunch somewhere then... hehehe.. so ended up going to Mc Donalds Rajagiriya cos well it was closer for her and anyways I was going for the Twenty-20 Match... after lunch I headed over to a friends place in Borella where the guys were all meeting up to go to Kettharama.... oh man the bus ride from Borella to the stadium was an absolute terror.. it was so PACKED!! anyways had an awesome time at the match.. too bad we lost tho.. sigh.. stupid Dilhara Fernando.. sigh.... anyways had an awesome time there....... and a very interesting insanity filled long weekend =D
Heres DeTour in action lol..
After the auditions were over we headed over to a friends house and had lunch there and hung out there the rest of the day.... while I was at the auditions I got pulled in to dance for the main show.. so had to go for dancing practices the next day... oh man spent the entire day practicing... bloody hell it was tiring... came back home in the evening.. showered and I was online and then went to bed at around 12.30 am.... i hadn't even slept half an hour and then we get a call from loku amma saying that my grand dad was really ill.. so we all went there at 1.30 in the morning and was really worried because he's quite old... like 94.. so in the morning we took him to Apollo and admitted him.. he's still not better... so a little worried there.. :-( ...
So after my parents and aunt & uncle took my grand dad to the hospital I came back home on Tuesday morning... sleep deprived and all.. slept for a few hours.. then was up and as really really hungry.... but there was nothing to eat also so was wondering what to do... I switch on the tele and on travel & living they are showing a episode of america's best burger joints.. I was like NOOOOOoooooo!!... then a friend called and I was talking to her.. and was telling her how much I was craving a burger and she was like come lets go out for lunch somewhere then... hehehe.. so ended up going to Mc Donalds Rajagiriya cos well it was closer for her and anyways I was going for the Twenty-20 Match... after lunch I headed over to a friends place in Borella where the guys were all meeting up to go to Kettharama.... oh man the bus ride from Borella to the stadium was an absolute terror.. it was so PACKED!! anyways had an awesome time at the match.. too bad we lost tho.. sigh.. stupid Dilhara Fernando.. sigh.... anyways had an awesome time there....... and a very interesting insanity filled long weekend =D
Saturday, February 7, 2009
A Blast From the Past
So I found this little or rather long note of quotes and revelations I dawned on a couple of years back and thought I'd put them hmm..... reflecting through the note I guess not much has changed.. sigh....
• When it comes down to it, what anyone really needs is someone to talk to and relate their problems to. Its not always about sex, it’s more about companionship and man’s desire to rid himself of this disease called Loneliness.
• That is why any man talks to a woman. It is to rid this sense of loneliness; after all don’t we all want someone to cherish and hold and to be held in return.
• It is a word from the mere mention of it can bring great happiness to a person’s life but could also equally bring great destruction. Men have fought wars over this word and have killed themselves and countless many others. This word does not exist; it is the driving force of mankind. It is rather sad that with all of mankind’s advancement they still fail to see that LOVE does not exist. It is a false sense of hope given to a man to explain a feeling that will not last forever.
• To be lonely is like being in a long deep coma that one cannot come out of. You can hear what goes on around you, but can’t get out of the misery and bullshit of this world. It creates this instant barrier between you and the world and gives you this immense feeling of loathsome for everyone and everything around you.
• Why is that virginity, is such an important issue? Is it that we can’t stand to know that that our loved one belonged and connected with another; mind, body and soul. Is it so disgusting that relationships are broken from the mere mention of this word?
• Hell hath no fury like a woman’s scorn, but if this is true why are most crimes committed upon women.
• To Fuck someone is to say that you were only physically attracted to that person, but to make Love to a person is to acknowledge the presence of a special bond between you and that individual.
• Man is polygamous by nature so he will plant his seed anywhere that he can, but women are monogamous by nature so they will always want only one person and are satisfied with that one for the rest of their lives. Hence this is why women are so jealous.
• Why is that when you try to solve other peoples problems, they end up having more problems than before they had started to speak to you.
• Why is it that the ones you love are the ones who hurt you the most? Why do we always throw away the most important people in our lives? People runaway or elope but they fail to realize that what they have done will come back to catch them in a year or twenty years from now.
• The times and trends may change through the dimensions of time and space but ones beliefs should not change.
• They say that we should be glad for what we have, but how can this apply to a person who has nothing to be glad for?
• The real purpose of books is to trap the mind into doing its own thinking. They act as doorways to never ending lands where you can wander in your solitude and imagination.
• My pure existence has been a purposeless mistake. I do not have a goal, achievement or purpose in life so what the FUCK, am I to do?
• Sometimes you just want to scream until your lungs burst so you can slowly release your grip on life while the blood oozes out of your body.
• ANGER! A power that can overcome any situation. It’s amazing what anger can do to a person. It can make you hold a grudge for generations ensuring that your offspring will carry on with your hatred after you depart this ungodly earth. But for most of us anger is a way to lash out against this pathetic earth that we live in. Anger is good.
• WHY, WHY do I sabotage every single prospective good thing in my life.. its like I'm Midas or something.. except for the fact that when he touched things it turned to gold, but when I touch things they turn to dust.... WHY, WHY??
• When it comes down to it, what anyone really needs is someone to talk to and relate their problems to. Its not always about sex, it’s more about companionship and man’s desire to rid himself of this disease called Loneliness.
• That is why any man talks to a woman. It is to rid this sense of loneliness; after all don’t we all want someone to cherish and hold and to be held in return.
• It is a word from the mere mention of it can bring great happiness to a person’s life but could also equally bring great destruction. Men have fought wars over this word and have killed themselves and countless many others. This word does not exist; it is the driving force of mankind. It is rather sad that with all of mankind’s advancement they still fail to see that LOVE does not exist. It is a false sense of hope given to a man to explain a feeling that will not last forever.
• To be lonely is like being in a long deep coma that one cannot come out of. You can hear what goes on around you, but can’t get out of the misery and bullshit of this world. It creates this instant barrier between you and the world and gives you this immense feeling of loathsome for everyone and everything around you.
• Why is that virginity, is such an important issue? Is it that we can’t stand to know that that our loved one belonged and connected with another; mind, body and soul. Is it so disgusting that relationships are broken from the mere mention of this word?
• Hell hath no fury like a woman’s scorn, but if this is true why are most crimes committed upon women.
• To Fuck someone is to say that you were only physically attracted to that person, but to make Love to a person is to acknowledge the presence of a special bond between you and that individual.
• Man is polygamous by nature so he will plant his seed anywhere that he can, but women are monogamous by nature so they will always want only one person and are satisfied with that one for the rest of their lives. Hence this is why women are so jealous.
• Why is that when you try to solve other peoples problems, they end up having more problems than before they had started to speak to you.
• Why is it that the ones you love are the ones who hurt you the most? Why do we always throw away the most important people in our lives? People runaway or elope but they fail to realize that what they have done will come back to catch them in a year or twenty years from now.
• The times and trends may change through the dimensions of time and space but ones beliefs should not change.
• They say that we should be glad for what we have, but how can this apply to a person who has nothing to be glad for?
• The real purpose of books is to trap the mind into doing its own thinking. They act as doorways to never ending lands where you can wander in your solitude and imagination.
• My pure existence has been a purposeless mistake. I do not have a goal, achievement or purpose in life so what the FUCK, am I to do?
• Sometimes you just want to scream until your lungs burst so you can slowly release your grip on life while the blood oozes out of your body.
• ANGER! A power that can overcome any situation. It’s amazing what anger can do to a person. It can make you hold a grudge for generations ensuring that your offspring will carry on with your hatred after you depart this ungodly earth. But for most of us anger is a way to lash out against this pathetic earth that we live in. Anger is good.
• WHY, WHY do I sabotage every single prospective good thing in my life.. its like I'm Midas or something.. except for the fact that when he touched things it turned to gold, but when I touch things they turn to dust.... WHY, WHY??
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Friday, February 6, 2009
LIFE!
is extremely boring and predictable and DOWN RIGHT LAME!!.. and I keep doing things I shudn't be doing... and hey guess what? my friend list keeps getting shorter and shorter... the guy who never had enemies.. can't stop making more and more of them..
ARRRGGHHH!!!! *blows his brains out*
ARRRGGHHH!!!! *blows his brains out*
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
This is what Rugby is all about!!
One of the best team tries I've ever seen.. Wales vs. Australia last November... Wales won this match and the dearly deserved that win!
ENJOY!!
Monday, February 2, 2009
I Know
"That the decisions I've made might come back to haunt me someday.. but in order to protect myself and others from myself I need to stick to them......"
Things I Have to Keep Telling Myself
STOP CARING!
YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET YOURSELF INTO THIS KIND OF SITUATION EVER AGAIN!
FOCUS ON THE THINGS YOU NEED TO FINISH!
BE CAREFUL WHO YOU GIVE YOUR HEART TO!
YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET YOURSELF INTO THIS KIND OF SITUATION EVER AGAIN!
FOCUS ON THE THINGS YOU NEED TO FINISH!
BE CAREFUL WHO YOU GIVE YOUR HEART TO!
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