Of Hangovers and Onstage Finals

Oh man what a wild and wacky weekend I've had.... Things you shouldn't spend your weekend doing.

Friday Night

GOT ABSOLUTELY WASTED!!!! there was this uni party for the new batches at SSC.... and it was a friends birthday as well.. so head to bloemfield and went through 12 bottles of old arrack... before heading to SSC where i nicked a bottle of smirnoff from god knows where which was 3 quarter empty and drank it all neat... NOT a pretty sight... If you happen to be at the SSC and you saw a guy passed out on the couch... chances are that was me.... :$ thank god I had a ride home... came home.. at like 2.. managed to strip off my clothes and crash..... resulting hangover was NOT good... couldn't even keep water down.. for most of the day....

Saturday

After suffering from a major hangover... I had to come back to colombo to meet a lecturer at uni.. because he still hasn't approved my PPF.... and then met up with a friend of mine who came down from aussie....had lunch with her at Queens... and went to excel world after that.. met up with a few more people.. then went to visit my friends mom who s in hospital... then came back home... and got ready for onstage and went for it.... man oh man!! it was AWESOME!!!!
CIVILIZATION ONE!! was brilliant!!! I head banged so much my neck still hurts.. and my ears are still ringing and I've lost my voice as well... it was soooo majorly worth it!! and I got in for free too... hehehe thanks to M.o.M herself who bought me a ticket as my birthday present... =D... as usual the beer their sucked!! but it was nice to meet lots of old friends who I hadn't met up with awhile... saw the Ex-Bestfriend and Ex-Friend there as well... but you know what.. I just didn't care anymore.. the music was too good and they didn't ruin my mood.. so cheers to that... went back to F's place and crashed...

Sunday

Came home ate around 3 in the afternoon got a nice scolding by my parents... showered.. ate.. slept... said the usual round of congratulations to Mackie, Losharn, Myya and Dilshan the Nemesis gang who won the comp!! They were brilliant btw!!! Fade to Black, an original of theirs called Half-Cocked and for the acoustic round... Nadee Gangaa.. PURE BLISS!! they so totally deserved the title of BEST BAND. oh man my neck still hurts!! sigh..... I'd sooo love a neck massage right now... any takers??? hehehehe...

Hope you all had a good one as well.. and heres to a great week!! =D

Invasion of the Dream Girl

It happened to me again last night.... she appeared in my dream again.... why can't I remember what she looked like... sigh.... I remember holding her... kissing her... hugging her.. but I just can't put a face on her... AARRGGHH!! Just holding her hand in my dream felt so real men.. I was so happy.. why the hell did I have to wake up.. sigh... Who are you dream girl?? Why do you torment me so? Will I ever meet you? Or are you something my mind created to fill up the void inside of me?.... sigh....

HOLY SHIT!! I'm an Year Older!!

So... the day has finally dawned.. its the big kahuna day... had an awesome time last night... decided to greet the new year with a bunch of my friends... although for once we didn't get wasted... mixed feelings about that hehehehehe.... Thought I'd treat the buggers to dinner for once so I decided on cinnamon and cheers pub.. the blokes met up at around 9 ish and then we headed down there... it was an awesome atmosphere last night.. there were some rugby matches going on so there was a good crowd of locals and foreignors.... had corona beer for the first time... was yummy... so much taster than the carlsberg or the local brewery stuff.... then had a few bites to eat.... and headed to the garden... the bay breeze bar or something was its name... it was like around 10 minutes to mid-night and D day so i ordered us a round of tequila shots... yum yum.... on the stroke of mid-night we chugged down the shots hehehehe...... the feeling of high was brilliant.... for a wonder though we dint really booze alot last night.. plus the place was closing up so decided to go to pila for a bite.... and ended up eating chicken kottu and ice milo's..... came to pettah at around 2ish to get an airport bus... man hehehe had a time there as well cos the bus only left at 3... had to wait so was roaming around pettah and so this lovely little thing at stall heheh imagine that:

So i decided to treat myself to a birthday gift hehehehe... reached home at around 4ish I guess... and crashed...got up awhile back.. still getting wishes by friends and family... now I have to go all the way to my sisters place in battaramulla.. thats where we were yesterday... oh man.. the manual labour.. god damn it... that was tiring.. pulling out weeds... cutting the grass.. cleaning up the place sigh... my palms are still hurting from using the visikaththa.. hope i got that right... so now i have to go back.. and I'm gonna spend the day with my parents...

I'm glad this birthday didn't turn out to be like my last... although... I dint receive any wishes from ex-friend and ex-best friend(SHE).. which kinda made me sad for a bit... but... I have better things to worry about... although.. If it was me.. I'd still wish them... anyways moving on... I need to go wash up and get my cute ass to battaramulla.. heres hoping you guys had an awesome weekend.

Cheers

WHY? WHY? WHY?

Do you ever wish that you could erase a certain bit of your life? that maybe you could save yourself from some heartache... there's a saying " It's better to have loved and lost, rather than not loved at all" I disagree immensely with this statement... If I knew that I'd be suffering this much then I wouldn't have loved at all in the first place...

Sigh the days was going so well... I had everything planned out... go for lectures.. sit and finish my PPF and then SHE showed up... fucking hell that was unexpected... there I was seated with my friends just talking about random stuff and she steps out of the lift.. ARRGGHH.. I don't know what exactly happened but it was like my heart expanded and exploded within me.... My hands began to tremble... my pulse began to race... and the cravings came back... I sooo fucking wanted a drink in my hand right then.... I don't know why I do this to myself... Its OVER men.. there's no point in thinking about her anymore... she made her decision... It's really pathetic!!

Do you ever have battles in your mind where the thoughts of your head battle it out with each other for dominance? Let me take you on a trip into the workings of my messed up mind... On the particular subject of HER, my mind is divided into 2: One side absolutely loathes her for what she did to me and for what I'm going and went through... the other still cares for her because of the times we had and the person that she is...

There she was walking around uni... and I know she spotted me and obviously I saw her as well... I just pretended to talk with my friends.. trying to ignore her... laughing at the jokes they were saying and pretending not to notice her... It's just really bloody painful to be anywhere near her for me and I don't think I 'll ever be ok with what happened.... My mind goes Fuck It man you know you deserve better.. but then I remember what we had.... ARRGGHH stupid fucking piece of shit!!... *MIND EXPLODES*

Why the hell do I have to care about her?? I mean she has nothing to do with me anymore.. and I have nothing to do with her... YET?? why do I feel this way? Why can't I just let go and move on? Maybe in some level I have done that but still.... she still affects me in some kind of way.. after EVERYTHING that has happened... sigh... I should be better prepared men... I know that I'll eventually run into her anyhow because we move in relatively the same circles of friends... and I'll definitely be running into her at the convocation and graduation ball...

How do you lock up your feelings within you?? and not open pandora's box... I so know how Lady D feels now... I wish I could become a closed book.. be jaded and be void of any feelings... just enjoy the things I have in life and not think about the past....

Life!!

hmmm... life's been pretty much mundane lately... been going to uni and going for rugby practices and that's about it... damn going to be an year older this Sunday.. guess it hasn't quite sunken in yet... shouldn't think about it too much... hopefully I'll be able to go out Saturday night and PAAARRRTTTAAAYY!!! hehehehe... last year was such an absolute horror of a birthday... got stranded by my bestfriends which really pissed me off and I didn't speak to the for ages... hopefully this year will be different... on other news I have to submit my Project Proposal Form (PPF) this friday... sigh... for my Final Year Project.... Its a Optical Music Recognition software which incorporates audio rendering as well.... in a nut shell it takes in sheet music and converts them into audio... well thats my project now have to think of a way to do it.... ARRGGHHH!!!..... My biggest problem is that I don't have a fricking problem statement for it... sigh........... oh I've been obsessed with Metallica's Fade to Black and The Day That Never Comes.... just cant get enough of the two songs... METALLICA RULES!!! \m/

Boyce Avenue - Chasing Cars (acoustic)

Another Great cover.... man this is one of my favorite songs... plus i can play it as well on the guitar =D hehehehe...

Nadee ganga (Cover)

This is my friends band... who are finalists of Onstage 2008... they did this cover awhile back.. and its awesome... they played the same song for the semi.. in the acoustic category.. and they blew away the crowd..

oh btw people hope you come for the finals cos Chitral Somapala aka Chitty himself who sings the original will be performing.. hope to catch you guys there.. \m/

This Ones for the Weekend

So after all the eventfulness of my past few weeks I'm spending the weekend doing some manual labour... sigh.. NOT what I wanted to do.... but family obligations... going to my sisters house to clean the place up as they are in the UK... so wont be back till Sunday I guess... no net, no tv.. sigh.. gosh how am I gonna survive... I hate absolutely HATE manual labour and I'm always the one who gets picked for it... AARRRGGHHH!!!.. like last weekend I had to cut down/trim the branches of our Avacado tree which is like HUGE ! its like 20 feet tall!! I had to climb up and that totally fucked my knee but oh no the 'rents don't care about that... as long as the tree gets cut thats all that matters... sigh..... by the time I was done my hands were blistered, my legs scratched and I was absolutely knackered... sigh... all I know is when I get my own place I'm soooooooo hiring someone to do all the hard work.. I mean come on!! I'm not a frickin' servant!!! sheeeesh... so sayonara folks... hope you have a better weekend than I.. oh and those of you who ARE going for Onstage please take a few videos and please upload them so yours truly can see the performances.....

Cry Me a River - Acappella

hehehehe niiiice acapella version... very creative and cool

Tagged!! ARRRGGHHHH NOOOOOOOOooooo

sigh.. so I've been tagged.. now I have to write up a post on the Have I's and Haven't I's

so lets start with the Never Have I's

• had a relationship last more than 6 months.
• felt like I actually belonged here.
• felt really really good about myself.
• gone hang gliding
• gone bungee jumping
• gone sky diving
• had the luxury to soul search and figure out what I'm supposed to do with my life
• finished something I've started
• had someone have a crush on me
• had an uncomplicated day in my entire life

there are more but I cant think of any right now... cos all that thinking got me depressed and the cravings are back again... so moving on to the Have I's

• been caught making out at uni by a lecturer/administration person
  
• lied to my parents at point blank without feeling any type of remorse
• hurt someone intentionally
• hurt someone unintentionally
• cheated on an exam
  
• bluffed my way through an exam/presentation/viva
• ride around drunk in the middle of the night with a girl riding pillion rider and she being drunk too.
• lied to the cops about whether i drank or not
• regretted the person that I am
• spent the entire day with a really hot chick at her place
• been the other man
• gone for a gig one night and gotten wasted then come back home at 3 in the morning, having the bus stall half way through gotten down and helped the bus conductor push the bus to petrol shed to find out that it wasn't empty of fuel then had to walk all the way home reaching home at 6 in the morning only to have slept awhile then gotten up at 11 and gone to a friends place for a lunch and booze again..
• slipped on the bathroom floor after having a bath and land my chin on the tub therefore splitting it and having to had stitches.
• have a lit tube light fall into the fish tank and put my hand in to grab the said tube light, only to have gotten myself electrocuted upon touching the tube light.
• gotten so wasted on 31st night that i puked all over my friends garden and had to be lifted to his son's room only to puke all over the said room... (was not a good night)

Damn it hehehe thts all I can think of.... how boring am I??? =(

Boyce Avenue - The Verve Cover -The Freshmen (acoustic)

man i've been a huge fan of these guys for a very long time... they some really cool covers and originals

Pre-Poya Booze Night =D

So the alcoholic in me won over the good boy again and I was in such a mood to do something crazy and drink till the morn... yesterday was an errmm.. hmm.. ok day.. did the usual routine stuff with a few added benefits =D.. I went to uni for my two lectures than after that it was my school's prize giving so headed over for that.. it was quite depressing actually.. all these small battaa's now all grown up... almost all of the teachers that taught us have retired sigh.... so it was a bit boring... so then I returned back to uni expecting to go home... and maybe eat dinner and then come back to colombo in the night to go get piss drunk at this party in Zanziba... but upon arriving at uni I got dragged into this toastmasters club thingy.. and had to wait till that thing got over.. it was fun.. random people talking and coming up with impromptu speeches... hehe.. so by the time that was over it was 8 PM... so i decided to go to dehiwala, to this little spot near the seaside called The Station.. ahhh.. lovely place.. good food, good booze, good company... earlier in the day I called up one of my onstage band buddies and told him my plans for a wasted night and he was also up for it.. so we decided to meet here... so when I got to the station I also called up F and asked him to join us and bring some friends along for dinner and drinks...

So there I was standing outside Station waiting for my friends to show.... and ended up having this really interesting chat with the sikka uncle.... hehehe... finally the band buggers came... to see they had been walking along the beach and some people had flashed a torch at them... they had ignored it and kept on walking thinking that it was some pathetic beach boy.. the next moment they are surrounded by soldiers pointing guns at them.. apparently you aren't supposed to walk on the beach after 6 PM.. crazy huh... hehehe.... so we sat down to the main event and was about to order when F arrived with his buddies... so they ordered some dinner and we got a bottle of Rockland White Rum yum yum hehe yes Lady D would be proud hehehe... and a drinking did we go.. hahaha.. it was so much fun.... we talked about so much of stuff.. love, life, work, studies.. it was a much needed escape... then we all piled into F's car and headed to SSC.. but unfortunately the bar there was close so we just sat on the lawn and talked into the morn like normal drunk people would do hahaha... odd topics like Loose Motion came up... plus one nippled women.. HAHAHA remembering it back now its soo funny.... I was in no shape to come all the way home and it was waaay too late.. so i decided to spend the night at my friends place in dehiwala.... and so thats what happened on my pre-poya booze night... another unforgetable memory to add to my list... and a much needed R & R for me...

Working Out and Fatigue...

I spent the last hour working out... It's something i try to do these days.. especially with the way I've been eating and putting on... I really needed it. It really feels good when you work up a great sweat.. well.. I've heard its a better work out when you have sex but well.. I guess I'll find that out later.. lol.. hahaha... I'm tired right now... I went through my exercises of AB workouts.. push ups and more AB workouts until finally ending it up with a triceps work out called the Roman Chair.. very effective indeed.. hopefully I can continue like this.. I've been doing atleast a minimum of 50 situps a day.. for the past few days.. and hoping to continue it....

It hurts like a bitch the day after but still in the long run its worth it... to get that perfect 6 PACK is a dream I've wanted to achieve for a long time... heres to hoping to achieve the dream... I used to do free weights but I don't want to risk it right now because of my knee... ever since that rugby injury it's never been the same... it just all of a sudden locks up and it starts to hurt like anything... I really do need to get it checked out but just haven't had the time lately... maybe if I loose the weight it'll be alright... I probably should go to the gym tomorrow after uni and do a proper workout... it really suprises me when I look at old photos of myself from around 4 years back and I see the change and transformation I have gone through... that scrawny... thin kid is not so scrawny anymore.... I'm even larger than some of my classmates who used to be twice my size back then... but one thing I am proud of is the V shaped torso i have... and I plan to keep maintaining it...

Blogging! Why do we do it?

Why do we blog? that's a question i frequently ask myself... why do i blog? is it just to rant out my emotions and just put down my thoughts that are running through my head? or is it that we actually like knowing that somewhere out there someone would read what we posted and agree with what we say.. or disagree even for that matter.... I've always used my blog to channel out my feelings be it hurt or disappointment or even pain and happiness...

It's just a medium of channeling it out.. but does that change when people start commenting on your blog? do you start thinking if I write up a post about this topic would people be offended? once again you ask yourself why do you blog? I recently wrote this post... maybe I wasn't in the right frame of mine to write it.. maybe I shouldn't have written it and worded it the way I did... but it was MY POST and that was what I was feeling at that moment when I wrote it....

Do I still feel the same way about women? No... I'm not that naive.. So to people out there who read that post, I'm sorry if I offended you.. but I do have to remind you that this is MY BLOG and what I write about is up to me... If you don't like it well you always have the pleasure of not reading it.. :-)....

All American Rejects - Move Along (Acoustic)

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

just stumbled on to this song whilst going thru my music collection.... so what i need to do!!

Parents!! Why Cant They Understand!!

Why can't they see that I'm not happy!! why can't they realize that this isn't what i want to do.. I know i wasted 3 years of my life following this degree.. but its not for me!! I finally know what i want... why can't they see this... why do they have to be so gosh darned SELFISH ! I tried doing this things their way.. I've been trying to be someone I'm not for the past 3 years... I just cant do this anymore!! NO MORE!!

I'm leaving next year.. whatever happens.. I've decided I'm leaving home.. as soon as i get a job.. I'm gonna find a place to stay.. I just can't live like this anymore.. I just can't be the person they want me to be...

Why can't they see how unhappy i am? sigh...........

Suprise, Suprise

hmm.. as i sit here in front of my machine.. wondering what to type.. its 1 am and I'm wondering what to blog about.. life's been Topsy Turvy lately but when has it ever not... funny thing happened to me at uni today.. it was during a break and i was waiting outside one of our computer labs and was seated on this ledge kinda thingy.. well its where all of us sit and just talk or just babe watch or what ever hehehe... and down the stairs came these 3 girls... and one of them was really really cute... so i was like.. i signaled to a friend like we always do when we see a nice looking girl.. i know i know.. pathetic.. but what to do... and well.. guess what happens next... she comes towards me and sits right next to me... i was like :O oh my god!!! now what am i gonna do.. hehehehehe.. talk about awkward.. so i kinda was just talking to my friend.. and she waited awhile next to me.. and mind you there was plenty of space in the ledge.. she dint have to come and sit next to me but she did... hehehehe.. was really taken back because these things usually dont happen to me... anyways.. later on... i find out that she's a friend of a friend's girlfriend.. so there goes that hehehe... ok this is WEIRD.. its 1 AM and I'm STARVING!!! WTF is wrong with me... sigh... plus im craving for a drink as well... mmm.. to have a glass of JD right now... sigh...
this is really bad.. but still.. fucking hell... i wish i was at Cheers Pub again.. eating those Nachos and that fish and chips.. and washing it down with a pint.. sigh........

Crossroads

hmm.. I feel like I'm at a crossroad in my life and I'm really not sure what I want to do.. i have around 7 months to go to finish my degree.. but i know that even if i finish it.. i wont be following a career in software engineering.. I'd really like to get into a more people oriented role like client services in advertising, public relations or brand management.. sigh... I've been thinking about dropping out of Uni these days.. I worked in the IT industry for about an year in this prestigious Software House and it was a very miserable year.. the work was challenging and good but it just didn't match my personality.. Its a very introvertish industry and i know i dont want to be in it for the rest of my lives... its weird.. i know what i DONT want to do, but not what i WANT to do... its so confusing...

Uni is pretty awful these days.. i cant even understand the simplest of things.. the lecturers just keep looking at us like we are some dumb morons.. and the thing is we actually are.. even the basics we dont know.. its really depressing.. I know its going to be a waste of 3 years if i just drop out but.. i just dont see the point of continuing when i dont understand jack and i know im going to fail.. sigh... then again i wonder if anyone would hire me as i did one career path and now want to follow a totally different one... i just want to find something that I'm good at and I'm happy doing. I'm not going to settle anymore.. i want to find something i LOVE doing!!!

I NEED HELP!!!! sigh!!!! :(

Arrack Attack (Matrix Version) by Powercut Circus

Its Official!! I'm a Bebadda!! That's Sinhalese for Alcoholic for those of you who don't know... So just thought I'd put this brilliant song up hehehehe.... I know drinking isn't the going to solve the problem but at least it'll numb the pain.. and for an overly emotional guy.. that's GOOD!!

Enjoy the Song People!!

Self-Realization

hmm... so the last weekend was an eye opener... i guess 1 bottle of Jack Daniels and a bottle of Rockland White Rum gives you some serious self thinking time.. i have this theory or rather heard of it.. but can't remember from where.. its like this... in the wild lets take for example this herd of wildebeests... the weakest members get killed off first therefore making the herd stronger as only the best survive... so when you apply it to your brain cells... they say when you drink, it kills off brain cells.. so when you apply this theory here.. you are left with the smartest brain cells.. that's why when you are drunk you come up with the most intelligent things..

what relation does it have here... well i did some serious thinking over this weekend and it finally hit me.. i will never truly be happy... all my life I've been trying to conform to others and I haven't been happy.. nothings ever really made me happy.. the only time i was happy was when i was with her for that short period of time.. have you ever felt true happiness? truly felt content? when i was holding her i felt all my troubles wash away.. here was a person just like me.. she cared never endingly about everything in this world except for herself.. just like i cared for everything in this world except me... we took care of each other.. we made each other happy.. there were so many problems between us but when we were together we dint feel any of the problems that weighed down on us.. it just felt perfect...

once you feel something like that nothing can compare.. in the end we dint work out.. or rather its just so complicated that the world dint allow us to be together.. but still.. i hate myself for letting her go and i hate myself because i know that any other girl i am with.. i will always compare whatever we share with what i had with her.. and i know that in the end.. it wouldn't even come close.. i will never be truly happy unless i am with her.. and that is a fact that really dawned on me this weekend..

it started with something that happened between 2 of my really close friends.. we are 4 individuals with really different personalities... 2 guys and 2 girls.. F and Me (guys) and then you get the 2 girls B and N... all four of us have history. F and B used to go out a long time back and so did N and me... but it dint work out.. and the four of us have always been friends... well not always.. i used to hate F for what he did to B and we even came close to fists but then somewhere down the line all was forgotten and forgiven. i really got to know him because he was my best buds cousin and then we've all just been friends... F was in UK and he came down a last week and we did what we always do when he comes down.. get set for a booze filled weekend.. this time... something happened though.. you see F has been in love with this borah girl for the last 5 years but they can't be together because of the religious and race issues.. sound familiar?... and on Friday night we had a really really heavy Jack Daniels session and all of us were wasted to the core... but B was the only sober person as she was sick and couldn't drink.. so the next morning when i woke up heavily hung over.. i found out that something had happened between F and B... B actually came and told me about it.. you see i've always known that B was never truly over F.. but F's in love with that borah girl.. sigh.. i know... fucking complicated init.... so apparently in the middle of the night.. while we were all wasted and asleep these 2 were together and something led to another and they had made out.. and what was worse was that F's mom had caught them.... i was really pissed off when i found out and wanted to confront F but B begged me not to... this happened in the wee hours of Saturday morning... so Saturday night we had another booze session and i finally confronted him about what happened.. he actually ran away from me... but i was adamant and told him we are having this conversation... then later on when we did.. holy fuck it was the craziest thing.. he was too scared to talk to me... he actually sang it all out... you see when we have a booze session we jam on our guitars and sing songs.. so we were in the middle of it when he starts singing about what happened and how much sorry he was about it.. and how much he regretted it.. and he knows how much she loves him but.. he cant be with her because he loves this other girl.. its been 5 years and its still the same.. damn!! and it got me thinking sigh... we are the same.. F and me... no matter what we do we will always love these people and nothing can compare to this love.. even if someone else loved us.. it still wouldn't be the same as we wouldn't care about them as we do about these 2... and the worse part is i know B is kinda going through the same thing... she's been rebounding from one guy to the other ever since they broke up... sigh... Life is so fucking complicated!!!

I've hurt so many people by trying to run away from this... but i cant do this anymore... i cant keep denying it.. I've tried to run away from her before but life just keeps throwing us together over and over again.. so in all fairness and honesty.. i know 5 years down the line.. my feelings for her still wont change... so its only fair that i stay away from others.. i cant keep hurting others... I've decided I'm going to be alone... because i know each of us deserve to be loved whole heartedly by our respective others... and we deserve a love just like the love i shared with her.. and i know i can't promise that kind of love to another... and anything i have with anyone else would just never be the same...

F and Me we are the same.... we fell for the wrong girl and now we cant move on.. because we know we can never give another what we gave them or another can never satisfy us the way they did... so its only fair we not get involved with another... Life Really is Weird and Fucked Up... but I'll be fine... there are things to occupy me.. I'm okay with being alone.. it used to be one of my biggest fears.. not anymore... I'm perfectly okay with it now... I guess some people are just too fucked up to be happy.. :D

to the people I've hurt I'm really sorry for what I've put you through... and here's hoping it never happens again...

A Bottle of JD, 2 Guitars and 3 Heart-Broken Singers = One Brilliant Song

Dreams - JAR, FH, FINroD

Lay your head down on my pillow and close your eyes
Don’t you worry? I’ll be with you until the end of time
Have I told you? That I love you and your gorgeous smile
I never knew what true love was, It was you all the while

Bridge 1:
I found a reason to live.

Chorus:
Do dreams come true when I’m dreaming?
All the lonely nights that I dreamt of you
Running back to me with arms wide open
Dreams…. Dreams I wish, they came true…

Verse 2:
I’ve been waiting for your answer don’t tease my mind
All the troubles that I went through was to have you by my side
When you’re not with me, I feel empty and I’m burning up inside
Now that you’re gone, can I move on… and leave this all behind


Bridge 2:
I need a reason to live……

Chorus

Main Bridge:
Please come back to me cos I cant keep moving on
You are the light to my life and I know that you are the one.

Chorus On a Higher Note..


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