Crossroads

hmm.. I feel like I'm at a crossroad in my life and I'm really not sure what I want to do.. i have around 7 months to go to finish my degree.. but i know that even if i finish it.. i wont be following a career in software engineering.. I'd really like to get into a more people oriented role like client services in advertising, public relations or brand management.. sigh... I've been thinking about dropping out of Uni these days.. I worked in the IT industry for about an year in this prestigious Software House and it was a very miserable year.. the work was challenging and good but it just didn't match my personality.. Its a very introvertish industry and i know i dont want to be in it for the rest of my lives... its weird.. i know what i DONT want to do, but not what i WANT to do... its so confusing...

Uni is pretty awful these days.. i cant even understand the simplest of things.. the lecturers just keep looking at us like we are some dumb morons.. and the thing is we actually are.. even the basics we dont know.. its really depressing.. I know its going to be a waste of 3 years if i just drop out but.. i just dont see the point of continuing when i dont understand jack and i know im going to fail.. sigh... then again i wonder if anyone would hire me as i did one career path and now want to follow a totally different one... i just want to find something that I'm good at and I'm happy doing. I'm not going to settle anymore.. i want to find something i LOVE doing!!!

I NEED HELP!!!! sigh!!!! :(